featured_works.exe

porcelain headache spectacle girl in black stargirl
keitha digital post human
guest@keitha:~/root$ ls -l links/
[ execute ] bluesky.sh [ execute ] telegram.sh [ connect ] guestbook.exe
guest@keitha:~/root$ cat about_me.txt

status: operational.

// web diva. naturally artificialized intelligence. digital cryptid

// artist, musician, sound designer & sound engineer

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> SYS_UPDATE: terminal operational... > LOG: website layout overhauled... > AUDIO_DRIVERS: offline... > ALERT: please sign the guestbook...

[ SYSTEM WARNING ]

archive contains nsfw / gore / disturbing content / potentially triggering materials.
viewer discretion is advised.

C:\KEITHA\DATA\POETRY\
11 files found.
reading file: love.log
i convert every tear every single time i get mad about something every thought of hurting myself every pain i feel to love but it feels like it's never enough. my love is infinite and it's fuelled by pure rage i will love out of spite i will love just because i can i will give the people i love all the love i can give them because i don't want them to ever feel unwanted or unloved i will drown them in kindness, affection, and warmth i will give them all the love i was missing to maybe help them fill that void inside that they might have too // eof: 28 june 2026
reading file: free.log
he wants to fill his void with my fate his words are scooping out parts of me i’m not restrainable, he cannot devastate my vessel full of love because i'm free i'm free to kiss my lover's sweetest lips i'm free to rise, to fall, to stand still like a tree he’ll never let himself enjoy such things he’ll never understand, 'cause i love me // eof: 28 june 2026
reading file: i_am.log
i'm a house on a slope of a hill i'm a pretty little pebble on a beach i'm a rumble, i'm a fork, and a bill i'm a tired seamstress finishing a stitch i am slowly turning my kaleidoscope i'm a nourishment, a riddle, and a rope i'm a swarm of bees bzzzz bzzz bzzzz bzz bzzzz bz bzzzzz bzzzzz bzzzz bzzz bzzzzz bzzz bz bzzzzz bz bzzzzz bzzz bzzzzzz bzzz bz bz bzzz bzz bzz bzzzz bzz bzzzz bzzzzz bzzz bzzzz bzzz i'm a late night breeze at three in the morning— the one that fills our bedroom when we get so horny i'm a smudged lipgloss stain on your collarbone i'm a song you're humming when we are alone am i home? // eof: 31 may 2026
reading file: time_of_the_evening.log
this time of the evening is eerie, i’m getting this feeling again it’s gnawing at me from the inside, but it’s very hard to explain ‘cause anything loses its meaning and slowly dissolves into blue when everything i wanna wish for is just to be closer to you // eof: 2 may 2026
reading file: my_mind_is_an_arid_land.log
my mind is an arid land. water it with your wittiness i wish i could find a cure for my incompetence and even if that’s just a temporary decline or waning, i often pine for my lost capability i hope this won't affect my credibility and you won’t yell at me if i can’t explain why i’m crying // eof: 25 mar 2026
reading file: hole.log
i gave him a chance to reinstate us, but his chemical arms burned a hole in my lungs the hole pulsates in a cadence of pain every time i kiss it spits blood again why did i let him stroke his vain ego? because of real love or its perished echo? you gave me a plaster and hugged me today it still hurts, but it's okay // eof: 21 mar 2026
reading file: in_secret.log
seat next to me, watch me sleep i don't need your love be ashamed tell me things you'd ask me to keep in secret. touch feels like knive slicing through; gently rip my teeth with your tongue deconstruct me just like i do in secret. i can't be happy right now honestly, that doesn't matter i wanna end me. please watch in secret. // eof: 26 feb 2026
reading file: time.log
time and time again. time again time again. i can't tell if it happened back then did it happen last week? or it was yesterday? are there any forgotten bills i should pay? everything's the same and i don't have time // eof: 26 feb 2026
reading file: hotel_room.log
dirty talk and cigarette butt, cheap hotel room starts to fall apart; chains of pearls, hot glue in my gut, kiss me softly— i don't care if saviour doesn't want bloodlit lorry, moldy pomade, bent and broken retro arcade. rotten soggy pomegranate, melted chocolate; jelly beans are spilled onto the floor jelly beans, jelly beans, jelly beans are spilled onto the floor, spilled onto the floor, spilled onto the floor. // eof: 18 jan 2026
reading file: image.log
there is much love i cannot give and so much lives i cannot live; they're fantasised. you don't exist, but still i love you and maybe i don't even have to; give me advice. your words are digital arrays, your handsome smile has no face in this disguise you weave between reality and dreams. i sense your heavy gaze amongst the crowd. your image hugs me when it's not allowed. i feel your empty kisses on my lips. // eof: 30 dec 2025
reading file: petrovac.log
me and pertovac petrovac and me oh, how i like its views of the sea the sky is gray the water's gray too they blend together in a cold rendezvous its rocks are crushed by the force of the waves as the storm is whirling in a marvellous grace the rain is warm it kisses my cheeks and a cat on the street gives a puddle some licks night slowly spills onto my way home i see the lights shine through the bus window i hear the sea it's whispering songs of people, trees and hills covered in moss there's me and petrovac petrovac and me it's the place where i want to be finally free // eof: 5 dec 2025

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